I can’t even imagine what life would be like without you at this point and it seems so wrong. I can’t even talk about you without crying right now. This isn’t how things should be.
If you don’t act like you give a shit, why should I?
It’s like I’m not even here.
Sometimes certain expectations of me are just unrealistic. Especially when I’ve been working on them but they just aren’t good enough. I almost feel like I’m wasting my time trying to be someone I’m not for you. And because of that, it makes me question whether or not things will ever actually get better between us.